Peligroso y Maliciosa

Eres lo que mas quiero en este mundo, eso eres,
mi pensamiento mas profundo, tambien eres, tan sólo dime
lo que hago, aqui me tienes. Eres cuando despierto lo
primero, eso eres, lo que a mi vida le hace falta si no vienes,
lo único, preciosa, que mi mente habita hoy.
Qué mas puedo decirte, tal vez puedo mentirte sin razón,
pero lo que hoy siento es que sin ti estoy muerto, pues
eres lo que mas quiero en este mundo, eso eres.
Eres el tiempo que comparto, eso eres, lo que la gente
promete cuando se quiere mi salvacion , mi esperanza y mi fe.
Soy el que quererte quiere como nadie soy,
el que te llevaría el sustento día a día , el que por ti
daría la vida, ese soy. Aqui estoy a tu lado y espero
aqui sentado hasta el final. No te has imaginado lo
que por ti he esperado pues eres lo que yo amo en
este mundo, eso eres, cada minuto en lo que pienso,
eso eres, lo que más cuido en este mundo, eso eres.

and I destroy all of this not to get hurt.. but in the end hurt myself more.

Tus manos

I went out for a walk today, I felt the wind brush up on my skin and it reminded me of your hands. I don't know why but I can't seem to forget your hands, they were responsible for so much. Every aching bone in my body cries out for your hands, I sit and beg for just one more hug, just one more. I turned 21 last month, I know you would've had words of wisdom.

I picture you standing tall, reminding me no man will have hands as strong as yours and no man will hold me as tight as you. Wrap your hands around mine and tell me it's going to be okay. Whisper till I fall asleep and rub my forehead like you did then. Sometimes I do that and pretend it's you putting me to sleep like I was used to. I still have the habit of setting my meat aside for you and secretly wish you would grab it from my plate. You saved me from destruction and every day I struggle to maintain. You taught me to be strong for myself and I'm learning still.

Aveces siento que eres tu el quien me guía día a día. Que estas al rededor y nunca te vas de mi lado.. Tu calor nunca se a ido pero extraño tu rostro, tu perfil.. Tu amor vive dentro de mi ser y eso no se olvida. Quisiera decirte tantas cosas pero se que sigues viviendo adentro de mi. Te quiero viejo. Tus manos me cuidan. Tus manos me dan fuerza.

=)

The Big 2-1

It's my birthday and I'll keep it short and sweet =)

I learn so much as each year goes by and this year is my year. I already feel it, I'm going to do big things this year! I know where I'm headed and I'm focused on my goals. All I want is good health, happiness and love. I'm making changes that are necessary in my life, I surround myself around positivity.

Life is g-r-e-a-t. ^_^

Time to live it up!

El costo de la vida.

Happiness

Yo, it's a beautiful day, and everybody's feelin' wonderful
The ladies is out, lookin' fly, dressed comfortable
I love to wake up, and feel the breeze through my window
Slip on a fatigues, grab a dutch and roll some indo
It be days like these, that make life so much easier
Fish thawin' out, Guinness Stout in the freezer
Walk the block at my leisure
Summertime is like a anesthesia
So many pretty things to please ya
The greenery
Beautiful birds, natural scenery
Or even just a infinite sky
We be forever puffin' lah
On the block, or tellin' jokes in the ride
When the weather be hot, everybody be outside
Havin' fun (aight?), eatin' fresh fruits and vegetables
And good food put me in the mood for a festival
Some say the summer make a woman more sexual
It's instinct -- that's why my game be right on schedule
I put the great Mother Nature on a pedestal
She always fly, but today, she's exceptional
If I had a chance to make a wish
Every day would be just like this, full of Happiness


I feel great
Even though we got mad things to deal with
Happiness is all in the mind
Let's unwind, and find a reason to smile
I'm just glad to be livin'
Feelin' fine
Leavin' my bad times behind

Feels great
And no, we can't escape from the realness
Happiness is all in the mind
Let's unwind, and find a reason to smile
I'm just glad to be alive
Feelin' fine
Livin' life one day at a time
Feelin' great

Yeah, knaw'msayin'?
I just wanna give a shout out
To everybody who got a birthday today
Happiness


Have you ever heard the children play?
Sometime, I feel the same way, roll up a j, and get away
Put some food on the grill
And just chill
Maybe build with my elders
Never know the things they could tell ya
Learnin' why the caged bird sings
'Cuz it's the vital things you know that separate the men from the Kings
The flowers that bloom and the Sun (uh)
And everybody singin' the tune, 'cuz it's time to have fun
We out, rollerbladin' (uh, uh), a day where no one coulda stayed inside
Wash the car, now it's time to take a ride
Me and my crew hangin' out, all night to sunrise
Celebration of life, 'cuz every day is a surprise
Think of the rich countryside on the land of Jamaica
Mountains, springs and green acres
Or any other place in the world your mind takes you
It's the good times in life that everybody can relate to (uh)
And you can leave your troubles behind
And have a wonderful time
Lay back and just ease your mind (whut)
You can leave your troubles behind
And have a wonderful time
Lay back and just ease your mind

What happened to this?



Save music..





Save me

Been a long time..

It's been forever.. Just thought I'd say

hello.

hello.

hello.







goodbye.

MAMAS

I would like to take a minute and wish all mommas, mothers, moms, mamas, mamis, madres, momdukes, mamadukes etc. a VERY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

A SPECIAL thanks to my shining star and all the mamas in my fam. Ya already know, there are NO words that can express what my mother means to me and how much I look up to her. She defines mother in every aspect of the word and taught me most of what I know. She's been there for me and stuck by me through everything. I LOVE YOU LADY!

"MAMA, And when it seems that I'm hopeless
You say the words that can get me back in focus
When I was sick as a little kid
To keep me happy, there’s no limit to the things you did
And all my childhood memories
Are full of all the sweet things you did for me
And even though I act crazy
I got to thank the Lord the you made me
There are no words that can express how I feel
You never kept a secret, always stayed real
And I appreciate how you raised me
And all the extra love that you gave me
I wish I could take the pain away
If you can make it through the night, there's a brighter day
Everything will be alright if you hold on
It's a struggle, everyday gotta roll on
And there's no way I can pay you back
But my plan is to show you that I understand
You are appreciated"

To all the ladies who brought children out to this world and showed them to stand on their own, bless you. For the women who had to be the mother and the father, the single mamas who did their thing, bless you. And the chicas who raised their children under a stable, peaceful roof, bless you.

For ALL the mamas, bless you.. and HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

My favorite holiday!!!


---And if you're EVER wondering....




-This is what best friends look like.

MJ